Friday, September 9, 2011

Quills~


The prickliest of small species, a coat of unremarkable hue.

Soft haired, smooth to the touch, soothing to the stroke.

But mixed within, are needle-like nametags.

Cautionary cue cards, warning…

I am no easy meal.


Maybe I once was,

Softer

Malleable

Open.


Now there are sharp spines

Protecting A Spine.

Quills of defense,

Wielding ink,

Warding off all vulnerability

with timid tenacity,

formidable fear.


I am sharp.

always alert.

I will be ready the next time

will keep myself safe.


Safe if I anticipate...

safe if he keeps his distance, and lets me be

For these downy daggers can’t be shot, as some believe.

You’ve to touch me.


Often wished I could be as a wasp

Enough venom for once…and then all is pau.

Yet, I will regrow these quills..and scatter the casualties among the lost.


Fear is my friend…preserving life.

Fear is my foe…preventing life.


I am a porcupine.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

AB, thats beautiful..as beautiful as you. brother james and travis are here...i miss you and miss your words. i dont know how to get a hold of you...i have missed you a lot, sister!
T

Anonymous said...

Andy, you are the most perfectly imperfect porcupine God ever created.

The honesty and authenticity in this post, and the acute self-awareness revealed throughout...moved me to tears.

I hope you get just how beautiful you are, woman. Thank you for sharing.

Anonymous said...

Dear porcupine,
I will be in Hawaii in a few weeks. Lets hang out.

Lem

Ab~ said...

I would love this Lem. Phone number is the same...let's connect, friend~